Guys.. its a tough question for u.. but please help..!! :(?

To be honest you really did not need a guy to answer this. You both messed up. You played a game and lost. He asked you if you liked him and you told him no several times. Even though you said no you experimented with him ually. He took it as a signal that you were interested and you still played the no card. You confused him and he was tired of being confused. So he jetted. It was difficult for him to continue to be just a friend with benefits. Some guys would not mind that. You had a gentleman. Now that he is gone it's natural to feel hurt not seeing him but seeing him with others. Put yourself in his shoes. You were hurting him every time you said no to liking him. You lost girlfriend and more than you know. He is gone if he comes back you gotta wonder what for. He knows you are incapable of having a true relationship. You feel used and he does too. Right about now he has no feelings for you because you had none for him. If he said he does not want to talk to you ever again he meant it. There is no going back now. Move on with strength. Don't show your hurt. It will make it hard for you to move on.